Speaking of ending the year, I remember writing a blog entry at the beginning of it showcasing my personal highlights of 2009. I predicted that 2010 would be super huge for me in terms of growth and successfully achieving many more goals in my life, personally and professionally. In hindsight, the year seemed to go by much faster than previous ones and I can only seem to remember the more significant events instead of the year in general. So here it goes...
At the beginning of 2010 my dear husband graduated college and in the Spring moved to another company. Soon he'll be entering graduate school. His work schedule changed a lot in the last 2 years and many adjustments had to be made, especially on my end. Court finally ended with Dave's ex-wife in January. It was the biggest, most expensive waste of time for everyone but me. I scored big time with this one. I was able to get what I had wanted for ages and used it to my advantage. Just when you think you've got one up on me, you don't. Just sayin'.
The love of my life started preschool this year! My beautiful son, Angelo, is such a big boy now. He's the youngest in his class since his birthday falls in the Summer (he'll be 2 1/2 in January), but he's interacting with the other children just fine and learning so much. It's wonderful to see that all my hard work has been enhanced by his schooling. I'm not worried about this child at all. He's a human sponge and so so smart and his speech is getting clearer every single day. He's a 'lil monster though, LOL. I'd be a fool to buy anything nice for our home with this one running around.
Speaking of which, our family moved into a new home this past March during Spring Break, which is an awful time to move. We have a fabulous subdivision and as my sister-in-law would say, "You can't buy your neighbors." We hit the jackpot with ours and that's a complete 180 from some of the people we were dealing with at the last place. Every dream I had for my family came to fruition with the move this year and there's more to come! Thank God I'm blessed with my psychic ability and the guts to follow it! We're so happy, it's scary.
Yes, I said happy and scary in the same sentence.
The girls have experienced a lot of change this year as well. My OSD (older stepdaughter) had a tough time adjusting to the new visitation schedule and other events, not related to Dave and I. The light turned on after we moved and made adjustments to her schooling. She's grown so much and we couldn't be more proud of her. My YSD is starting a new phase in her life and is having difficulty making sense of it all. So I've got seemingly stable 9, emotional 6 and wild 2 in my house, LOL!
Now on to me...
It seems as though I was a chameleon this year, blending in with my environment every time a change was made to our lives. Everyone else comes first and Mom is last. I'm sure most of you Moms and Stepmoms out there feel me on this one. I happen to be both. I feel like a chameleon every year, but I feel as though God's true intentions really came out in this one. I guess I just got sick of God flipping me off, removed my shades and opened my eyes.
I had a list of goals for my career and I've accomplished all I set out to do. Some other things not on my list like Wonderland Radio, for example, has proven to be intuitive hits. The show is doing much better than I anticipated. I'm excited and grateful for that. I also completed my psychically designed program called, "The Joy of Manifesting Life." This series really woke me up and lit a fire under my ass. I saw myself in a different way then made the changes I feel I was lead toward. Like my OSD, I think I was thrust into the LIGHT and it stayed on this time. YES!
Most of 2010 really was a blur for me. I can't talk about every major event I experienced this year. Some were fantastic and some were very sad. Losing my 9 yr old cat, Carma, was one of the worst. This affected my OSD so much she spoke of it often and presented me a story she had written about it.
Now we're in the transition for the New Year and most of us couldn't be happier. The mad season for Christmas has begun and people are all over the place emotionally. We're seeing a lot of death, pregnancy, loss of jobs and engagements at this time. Be careful though. IF you're wedding date falls during a retrograde, plans may go awry. I noticed a lot of them occured in the last one, which started on August 20th.
You may be suffering from the mad season/retrograde effects if you're dealing with the following:
- Uncontrollable freak outs/stress
- Problems with communication (phone, internet and personal relationships)
- Dwelling on the past
- Issues with travelling (cancelled flights, car trouble, etc...)
- Electronic devices breaking down (phone, computer, tv's, ect...)
- Losing friends/family members to unnecessary drama
The Mad Season is meant to be an eye-opener for us, especially when it seems as though we're losing something/someone very important to us. It's all about transformation and growth. For those who aren't focused on the silver lining, your 2011 may not start out great, so I'm suggesting you try to change your perspective now, before it's too late.
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