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I'm also noticing a trend with people who seemed to have been stuck in their unhappy situations for a long time. Every detail that has been overlooked in these relationships are floating up to the surface and releasing those stuck in an emotional cul-de-sac from Hell and I'm not just talking about romantic stuff here. Those in dead-end jobs are dealing with this as well.
People are finally seeing themselves clearly and wishing they would have let go of a negative person/situation in their life instead of their dreams. It's everywhere I turn and it makes perfect sense. At this time the Universe is cleansing our Earth using natural disasters, couples are making permanent decisions (getting engaged/breaking up for good), babies are being born and a lot of people are attracting new jobs! Now that Mercury is no longer in retrograde reality is screaming, "I'm baaaack!" This may or may not be a good thing for you, but right now I'm in a place where I feel like a few doors are opening up for me to reconnect with my true spirit and integrate it back into my physical life.
When you feel as though you're living for something or someone else your daily routine can quickly become debilitating, although you may not notice its effects right away. Some people stay in this dark hole for years and don't get out until those holding the strings cut the cords and release them. This shock effect can be painful, but it's ticket to the ride we must take in order to reach our spiritual and/or physical destination.
I mentioned earlier that I feel as though some doors are opening for me. It's really not a change in MY life exactly, but I've decided to create a personal opportunity for myself due to someone's life choices. There are many goals I put on the back burner when I shouldn't have. Things near and dear to my heart. Giving birth to my son created a huge delay in time, but that's only natural. Now that he is almost 3 years old and is learning how to wipe his own ass, I figured it's high time other people around me learn to do that as well.
In the last few months I was avoiding the wall which had big, bold writing that read, "Hey Cristin, stop doing these things. You're wasting your time, dumbass!" Even though at one point I recognized this message, I didn't allow myself to stop or even slow down. I didn't truly get it until I was completely drained. I started to become resentful of certain people and situations I was dealing with. That's when you KNOW it's really time to reassess a situation. When you no longer have anything left to give.
I'm all about balancing the acts of giving and receiving, but when only one of those things is incorporated into your life, things fall apart. Though I didn't let that happen, I'm still feeling bewildered as to how I allowed myself to come close. I've always thought of myself as independent and strong, but I am only human. I have nobody to blame but myself and now I'm ready to set new standards with those who have taken advantage of me in the past. No more.
It's nice to know I've got my husband's support for this journey. Actually, I'm pretty sure we are not the only people here that is going to benefit from my latest decisions. I understand that creating shifts and breaking patterns will elicit some negative reactions, but since I KNOW it's the right thing to do, I'm certain the outcome will be exactly what I'm looking to achieve. I'm only focusing on the things and people that truly matter in my life.
Sometimes we feel groggy and unclear while going through an awakening, but other times (like my situation) all we see is the sunshine. I think we can see or feel whatever we want and the reality will reflect that. So if you're in analyzing mode at this time, imagine your doors opening and opportunities presenting themselves. You never know when something will come along to dramatically change your life for the better.
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