I owe so many people emails, phone calls and visits it's not even funny, but the kids have, for the most part, taken up all my time and energy. This is not bad, but that's how I tend to lose sight of other things and people seriously important to me.
The other day Dave and I went out to dinner alone. I couldn't remember the last time we went anywhere alone. It was probably New Year's Eve last year. How sad that I couldn't recall, but I know I can count on one hand how often we have gone anywhere without children in 2011. Again, not a complaint. I just wish I could remember where my memory has gone, LOL! I've been living in the mommy cave and haven't come out for a while. I don't want to be this way so that's the last change I will implement this year.
Rhea and I did a show last year in December called "A New Year, A New You". I'm pretty sure I made a statement about 2011 being the Karma year. This means that we were supposed to have either reaped the positive benefits of the seeds we planted for great change OR would be slapped around by God, shot the middle finger and forced to "get it", leading us to circumstances outside of our control. Some of us may have been empowered to create change or take a chance at something we didn't have the guts to do in previous years. Some may have tried to relentlessly avoid progress, but failed miserably.
The good thing about Karma is that it isn't all bad. It's about learning lessons, dismissing negative patterns and moving forward. Once the issue is dealt with, ie: being on the other side of the fence in a break-up, we are no longer in danger of a repeat performance and become better equipped to handle adversity in the future. Though it's true what is said, karma is a bitch, it's an honest one and will lead to a better future.
FACING REALITY
I've had some really great opportunities for change this year and I'm proud to say that I've taken them ALL! Some I didn't ever see coming and still can't believe it's happened, but I know they wouldn't have unless I got off my butt and followed my intuition. Yay for psychic ability! Most of these things happened the second half of the year. I can't really remember the first part, LOL. I do know that the first part of the year rendered more stressful and unnecessary situations though. Boo!
My strongest lesson this year was to follow my intuition no matter what and I will succeed. It was also another year of testing the trust issues, removing more smelly garbage from my childhood and reinstating goals. It's nice to see that I'm able to psychically read myself accurately, which also happened a lot this year.
Some of these things were thoughts I had regarding specific individuals I had met when I was a teenager. I got confirmation that my feelings about them and the choices I made back then were dead ON. That is just awesome and perhaps a bit strange, but who cares! I'm stoked! How many 16 yr olds do you know can peg someone the minute they meet them and not only be right, but be able to take the best course of action and not regret it EVER? Not many and for that I can only credit myself (and maybe Spirit).
So the reality I had to face in 2011 was this:
I am (and always have been) absolutely, 100% SUPER fabulous!
Too bad there are people out there who let their opportunities to be a part of my life fall by the wayside. They really missed out! I guess it's about time I finally see my worth and pat myself on the back for a job well done.
Yes, that was my middle finger shooting straight up in the air this time, not God's.
That felt good.
MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR!
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