It's time to get back to being myself. I know that when it all comes out I'm going to get rejected by a lot of people, but I'm at the point where I just don't fucking care. I can't tell you how excited this makes me. I've always been one to live without having regrets, but unfortunately that stopped when I got pregnant with my first son. I had no idea what the hell I was doing or what was actually happening. All that really matters is realizing that you've screwed up and put forth the effort to fix things as soon as possible. This is what I'm doing now!
The last decade is a blur to me and it went by SO fast. My only fear now is failing to experience the life I'm truly meant to have and to attract the people that make sense for me. This is going to take some time to accomplish and I'm going to allow the Universe to decide without dumping my entire being into this process. I'll do my part and let the chips fall.
Here are the main things that got resolved for me thanks to the full moon on Oct. 27th and also the planetary alignment of Mars, Jupiter and Venus (Oct. 27-29)!
* Husband finally sees reality and acknowledged his bullshit. He understands my bullshit.
* I had two decisions to make this week. One has been made and the other path I'm hoping will present itself naturally. It appears as though now is not the time.
* I'm focusing on the health and happiness of my boys and I. This is my main priority for the rest of the year.
Life lesson of the week so far:
Don't be afraid to speak your truth and follow through. Fear shows us what we don't want and is not our real destiny, unless we choose to make it so.
The last decade is a blur to me and it went by SO fast. My only fear now is failing to experience the life I'm truly meant to have and to attract the people that make sense for me. This is going to take some time to accomplish and I'm going to allow the Universe to decide without dumping my entire being into this process. I'll do my part and let the chips fall.
Here are the main things that got resolved for me thanks to the full moon on Oct. 27th and also the planetary alignment of Mars, Jupiter and Venus (Oct. 27-29)!
* Husband finally sees reality and acknowledged his bullshit. He understands my bullshit.
* I had two decisions to make this week. One has been made and the other path I'm hoping will present itself naturally. It appears as though now is not the time.
* I'm focusing on the health and happiness of my boys and I. This is my main priority for the rest of the year.
Life lesson of the week so far:
Don't be afraid to speak your truth and follow through. Fear shows us what we don't want and is not our real destiny, unless we choose to make it so.
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